Endless Journey

 

I called your name, again and again,

With every heartbeat, in joy and pain.

A bond so pure, so deep, so true,

I felt it bloom in all I knew.

A soulful thread, beyond all time,

It sang within, a silent rhyme.

With hopes that soared like skies above,

I longed to touch your heart with love.

This rarest love, so vast, so wide ,

An endless journey, side by side.

A letter to a Daughter from her Mother!

To my sweet little Angel,

It's been 18 years now that you have been gifted to me. Can't believe how time passes by. It's just like yesteryears that you were born to me, with those lovely twin Chinese eyes, pink lips, chubby cheeks, long fingers, tiny hair,  fair and tall, just like an other Johnson  Baby/Barbie Model...

I still remember how you used to do actions for "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" and "Baa Baa Black Sheep", when I recited your bedtimes rhymes and that's  when you were hardly 9 months old.

And I still remember how you recited Tables from 1 -12 in just 2 days time when you were hardly 5 years old... People did say that there was for sure a mathematician born to us!

You were always a bunch of surprises to me!

Time just passes by....and very soon you turned into a Teen.

Ahh... Teenage is the most challenging phase in parenting.  We, parents all of a sudden become your Villains if we ask you not to do this or that.

Crush, attractions and love plays it's troll in this very phase. Umpteen proposal and Love letters makes you feel that you are a princess, needless to say.

To handle these things, Right Age, Right Decision to do Right Things are the key factors, one of your age group should think off.

Like any other girl did, even I dreamt of my Charming Prince who would come in search of me on a white horse, take me along with him, get married and live happily ever after.

Dream is just a dream!

There would be no real prince. Reality is alway bitter. What we dream of a perfect prince and perfect marriage is just a myth. Nothing would be perfect. Infact we have to make it perfect with Compromise and even sacrifice at times...

Now that you are turned into an adult, it's my responsibility to let you know the shades of life.

There is no better Teacher than your Last Mistake!  Never commit the same mistake twice. Learn from your past experiences. Don't let others rule your emotions. Love oneself selflessly. When you cannot love yourself, you cannot love others. Don't leave your happiness in the hands of others. If you did, you are sure to get hurt!

Career is really very important to sustain yourself in the race of life! Things like love, friends etc. follows, when you become success. You don't have to chase them.

Last but not the least, SELF RESPECT is very important and never let it go at any cost!


With luv,
Mamma

Fateful Night...

I never believed in true love

Until I met you that fateful night

Where love found a new definition

And life found a new inspiration

Oh! Love those sleepless nights

And our endless talks

I still remember how it used to be

For I treasured those moments of just you and me

Right from the day we first met

To the day we last spoke

Now that you’re gone, I’m lost without you

Only my loneliness knew, the tears that I shed thinking of you

Though chances of you getting back to me is hardly true

Yet, I shall wait a lifetime for you

Oh Boy...

Oh boy...

Am a hottie hottie girl
Want a naughty naughty boy

Who can dance with me tonight
And let me not rest... until twilight...light...light

Oh Boy... nannu nee...

muddulatho munchesey
Kougililo kariginchesey 

Haddulu daatesey
Inkedo edo edo chesesey...sey... sey

Oh boy...

Hold me by my waist
Pull me closer in haste

Savour my lips to taste
And prove that you ain't chaste...chaste...chaste

Oh boy... nannu nee

muddulatho munchesey
Kougililo kariginchesey 

Haddulu daatesey
Inkedo edo edo chesesey...sey...sey

Oh boy...

My Heart Bleeds…

Was she ever in love with me

Or was it all the lust

For she walked out so easily

Leaving me alone, breaking all my trust

I was soo madly and truly in love with her that

Even Cupid could be put to shame

But things went in vain

When she left me for someone, setting my heart into flame

Days couldn’t heal the pain

Neither the weeks, months nor the years

It was only when I realised that

Nothing is permanent, including the pain that once left me in tears 

Angel...

An angel whom I always dreamt

Stood live right in my front

She was oozing with her overt beauty

That made me to get a little naughty

I  so wanted to grab all her attention

And soon meddled with my friend, though I had no intention

Her eyes fell at the sight

And asked the reason for our fight

She held me by my shirt collar

And slipped her hand in my pocket, in search of the missing dollar

She was glad to find one there

Yet grinned at me for not being fair

She warned me never to do such a thing

And asked me to hand it over to my fellow buddy Zing

I obeyed all that I was instructed

And never such a thing I ever repeated

This was an incident when I was a teen

And my angel was none but my maths teacher Parveen

Adieu

Days have gone by

Months have passed by

Yet my love for you has not faded

Those beautiful moments we had together

And the silly arguments we had with each other

Will always be treasured, though you are farther

My heart bleeds when I think of

The day you walked away

From my life, bidding a final send-off

Day and night

I fight within

For letting you go, held tight within

Though you are far off

I wish you to be better off

Because you were once my better half

She...

Among the breeze that's blowing light

Stood a beautiful angel glowing bright

Her flawless body, for sure a treat at sight

And none could stop gazing at her, though it’s not right

Oh boy! She's one unique creation

Oh boy! She's one beyond imagination

A surprise awaits her that one night

Yet things turn out to get her uptight

She’s someone who keeps herself fit and tight

Cos her love for oneself got no height

Oh boy! She's one unique creation

Oh boy! She's one beyond imagination

She seems to be too bold and scornful

But she’s mellow within and bashful

She’s someone who’s very playful

Yet at times she goes vengeful

Oh boy! She's one unique creation

Oh boy! She's one beyond imagination

At times she gets into muddle

But lets none with her to meddle

She seems to be an unsolved puzzle

And none dares to unfold her riddle

Oh boy! She's one unique creation

Oh boy! She's one beyond imagination

Love U Mom...

Oh mom, I love you

'Cause you made me see

This world through you.

Oh mom, I adore you

'Cause day and night

I am protected by you.

Oh mom, I admire you

'Cause you are selfless,

And people like you are very few.

Oh mom, I will always love you

'Cause none can love the way you do,

And I am really blessed for having you.

Oh mom, I cannot leave you

'Cause I can never imagine

A day without you.

Oh mom, I always wonder

How I would pay back

For everything you do.

Oh mom, I truly love you!!!

Feelings for U...

I have met people

In my life, very few

But I’ve started feeling

Something different for you

This feeling won’t let me

Stay far away from you

Not a single day passes

Without me remembering you

You are always with me

In my heart and in my thoughts

’Cause you are my ‘exit’

To the land of love and romance

Oh! How I yearn

For those lips of yours

And how I miss

Those hugs of yours

Maybe just my tender, soft,

And caressing kiss could express it to you

Or maybe a warm hug

Would keep the spark alive in you

I Miss U...

When I wake up in the Morning,
And I don’t see U next to Me,
I miss U….

When I make my coffee in the kitchen,
And when U R not there for me to share it,
I miss U…

When I go to my shower,
And when U R not there to give me the towel,
I miss U…

When I try to wear my dress,
And I find a broken button & U not there with a needle,
I miss U…

When I am off to work,
And when U R not there at the door with a goodbye kiss,
I miss U…

When I reach office,
And when U R not there to call up & inform about my safe arrival,
I miss U…

When I reach back home,
And when U R not there waiting for me at the door,
I miss U…

When I have my dinner,
And when U R not around to share my meal
I miss U…

When I go to bed at night,
And when U R not there to make love with me,
I really really miss U…

Emotions...

Every drop of my tears

Would tell how much I miss you.

Every heartbeat of mine

Would tell how much I love you.

Every evening, the longing in my eyes

Would tell I always looked for you.

Every corner of the room

Would tell how much I want you.

Every day, our talks at night

Would tell how much I crave for you.

Every reason for my smile

Would tell how happy I was with you.

Every day in your presence

Would cherish the moments spent with you.

Every song that we sang together

Would be relished in the absence of you.

Every passing day of mine

Would live in remembrance of you.

Every moment of our separation

Would be a hell for both me and you.

All about her...

It’s been quite some time now

That I have started dating her

Not a single day passes

Without me seeing her

She’s an epitome of love

’Cause none can excel her

She’s a beautiful angel

Whom I always dream of owning her

Her sensuous smile

Is something that I like about her

And her luscious lips

That drive me crazy for her

With all her adoring looks

I’m sure any man would crave her

Oh boy, let me tell you something

Everything is so sweet about her

She is beyond words

’Cause I have seen none like her

I will never let her go from my life

Even if I am miles away from her

Good Bye...

Time has come
To bid a farewell
To everyone I met in my life

The decision is made
My memories would fade
Cos nothing is permanent in life

One could try to restrain
Or even try to refrain
But everything would go in vain

As none have seen the depth
of the lonely heart that wept
when the entire world almost slept

Agonies being haunted
My desire being flaunted
The covet to live got exhausted

Now that I have nothing to crave
All I pray is my kin to be brave
And let me hit in peace the grave

How can I ?

How can I say this?
How can I want you?

How can you ever be mine?
How can you ever own me?

These are the thoughts
That always creeps in me

Knowing it’s not right
I still crave to be with you

Even if it takes a lifetime
I will always wait for you

To make you mine
And get merge as one in you

On A Romantic Eve …

On a beautiful romantic eve
When I met with Mr. Steve

He asked me out for a dine
And then he offered me some wine

With the candle lights all around
And the light music being so profound

He held my hand in his
And gently plant a kiss

And then he stood on his knees
And asked if I could please

By accepting at his proposal
And bequest myself at his perusal

We relished there after every moment
Of being together in fervent

My heart races…

My heart races
As you grab me in your arms
And embrace me in hover

My heart races
With every single kiss
That you plant on me to savour

My heart races
As you fervently explore me
In solace of the glamour

My heart races
With every single step
That you put away from me for its amour

My heart races
In every possible way
When your thoughts haunt me in vigour

My heart races
When you stand in crowd
And finally unveil your love for me in honour

Unfolded love…

He’s not my friend, nor my lover

Yet I am scared

Of losing myself to him

Knowingly or unknowingly

I came close to him

He’s dragging all my attention towards him

His lovely words inspire me the most

And his innocence drives me towards him the most

His very presence coerces all my worries out

And in his absence

My heart always pounds

With his passionate traits

He finally won

Over me and my love

And unfolded it to the eternal world

I Love…

I love the way he touch me
And I love the way he holds me

I love the way he hugs me
And I love the way he caress me

I love the way he kiss me
And I love the way he miss me

I love the way he adores me
And I love the way he cajoles me

I love the way he moulds me
And I love the way he scolds me...

Love hurts...

He was once in love with me
May be over a decade back

I was everything to him then
But now the things have changed Mac

He once used to wait for hours
Just to spend those wonderful moments

But now he hardly remembers
Of neither me nor my little ones

Though we are bind in the nuptial lock
He’s tried his best to turn it a mock

Knowing that he’s seeing someone
I still crave him to be back

Hope he realizes the love and care
That I have for him one day

And makes it happen someday
Before it’s never too late…